Legs, Finals, and Other Randomness

My leg is killing me. It's not even that serious of a pain but it's been a constant light pain for the last couple days. Finals week is upon us and my last final is Thursday but I'm stayin til friday because I have to take my friend Mark to the airport. I've got 2 finals out of the way so far and 3 more left. I have one at 11:50here soon so this might be short. I'm kind happy to go home and not do work and kick it wit the homies particulary JLH (never let go)but you can't usually get JLH without ENW which s-u-c-k-s. It is sooo cold outside but i think it's the wind thats killing me. After my final I just wanna go stay in bed but I have to work 3-5 and study for my other finals lucky me. I wish I could detour off the road of organization like some people I know. Next semester should be fun Im takin 18 hrs which is the max you can take. Im tryin to catch up and graduate as soon as possible. I plan on graduating the summer of '10. Oh yea and just a random comment my friend Christina joined a sorority Delta Sigma Theta. Her mom was one of the founders of a chapter in Nebraska. Not that that had anything to do with nothing but whatever. Oh I was watching Jamie Foxx I might need security this weekend and it was too funny. Well I think thats all for now

Randomness

I just feel like writing, I do not have a topic, so this is going to be pretty random. I love to listen to music this is the video of a song I've been feeling lately.


Oh and I cant forget Jamie (he just dont know) Foxx.


I just got outta class and it is snowing and ish, cold as heck and im not happy about it. I also straightened my hair last night and everytime I do it snows or rains. It makes me mad.


Yea so taking a break from all the pics. Oh did I mention Christmas break is coming up soon? I am freaking excited. Although I have no idea what I am getting people but I know more what I want. Oh and my birthday on the 27th I want to do it big. Dave and Busters, Club (Voodoo Lounge in Harrah's Casino), Go out to eat(Cheesecake Factory), Plaza, and of course drink it up!
In other news I have an on campus job in the Registrar's office and we have to be back early from break. On the friday before class starts on January 9th it sucks. Yea well im getting kinda hungry so I will hit this up later. Holla.

Breathless Memories

So I had an ok Thanksgiving. Nothing too exciting, ya know the usual. My aunt cooked a plethora of items, we ate, then I went to my boyfriends and ate there. I went to the movies to see Role Models and it was kinda funny... whispering eye he heh. Another fun thing I did over break was get sick. It started with a sore throat and has now become a full blown cold. It sucks yes. Oh and it's snowing which REALLY sucks. I hate snow...really just cold weather in general. But on the upside this semester is almost over and Christmas break is upon us... 2 weeks. AND... my birthday is in 26 days....heck yea 21. In other news I found one of my homies from high school on myspace. And I had heard that her cousin (who I was also cool with) died but I couldn't believe it until I saw her myspace name that read: "RIP Marcha Teaz Semens..." I was floored to finally have the reality of it in my face. I continued to look at the pics of Jennifer at the funeral and the pics of the good times they'd had. And always when something like this happens to someone you know it always makes you think. It's crazy for me to think I used to see this person, touch this person, and interact with this person and now I will never see them, touch them or interact with them EVER again. And when I think of this person from now on they will be nothing more than a lifeless form void of breathe, life, or mobility. This person ceases to exist. No new memories or experiences...NOTHING. It's almost amazing to me the finality of death. But life goes on. You just live in your moment but when that moment ends, the world continues to spin. Dictionary.com defines death this way: "the act of dying; the end of life; the total and permanent cessation of all the vital functions of an organism." I think it's the permanent part that kills (no pun intended) me. I think I will have to continue on this topic later because many other questions arise in my mind about but this blog would be way too expansive if I were to discuss all of them. And because I feel like I've said enough for now I will end it here.

Let's Just Jump Right In

I am not easily amused. This is somewhat of a problem in my relationship with my boyfriend of 2 years. We argue because he is always content watching tv, playing madden, or just sitting around. Me on the other hand I want to do different stuff sometimes and I get bored and tell him, "Lets do something im bored." You see the problem is he is perfectly content doing whatever it is he is doing so when I keep telling him I'm bored he gets annoyed not only because of that but because I never have any ideas of what else to do. I mean I don't exactly know what I want to do I just know I don't want to do what we're doing but he has no problem with it. So he tells me to find something to do but I want us to do something together but as I keep pointing out he is completely content. I mean he gives me ideas and I say no to most of them because they don't sound fun and then he just gets fed up. According to him why should I have to ruin his fun because I'm bored. One solution that came up is me finding a hobby but that might be hard because I don't know what I like to do. Just whatever is fun I'm open to ideas. Reading could be a possible hobby but one can only read for so long. Oh and another thing he kinda likes to stay at home which I kinda don't like. I mean can we go out and do something? Your home all the time don't you want something different? More stimulating perhaps? And we plan on getting married sometime in the future so is this how it's gonna be? I mean if it is we're just gonna have to deal with it but.....I don't know. I guess I'll just have to think on it.......

The Update on Nothing

Summers almost over and I think Im ready to go back to school. I really want to focus these next 2 years. Let me first give a shout out to my homie J Hardy who will be turning 21 on the 15th of this month. Now back to business everything with me has been about the same except I got my braces off and my hair dyed....lets just say sexy lol....anyways but other than that nothing. I wish I had more going on but what can I say. I should have gotten a job this summer or taken summer classes but oh well. In the future I really want to finish school on time. I want to be a better girlfriend. And ultimately I just want things to be a little easier for me (but who doesn't?). I give up too easily but thats something else entirely. On another note I feel like there is nothing new in my little sphere of the world. I want to do and try new things go new places but I can't make it happen soon enough or even at all. I'd like to end this on a happy note but well i can't find any so until we meet again.....

Life, Heaven, and All That Sort of Thing

I could say I havent written in a while but you all know how its went so lets just get right into it. Ok so I'm out of school for the summer. My GPA is a 2.3 (yes disappointing I know). School is discouraging me I'm not doin as well as I want to and I believe I'm tryin. Enough said about that. My summer has been good so far. I've went to Worlds of Fun at least 3 times already and I've went swimming once. My relationship is going well almost 2 years. Except that his aunt doesn't like me because of a situation that happened in July. I don't really care for her either but I do kinda want his family members to like me but what can I do. Oh yeah and recently my Grandma died May 24,2008. Of course I was sad but I think I was ready for it. In more current events yesterday at my boyfriends house with my friends we were drinking. I got a little tipsy and it really wasn't that bad. Except one of my other friends got really drunk and lets just say it was an interesting night. So on to the the topic for the day in response to Jessica's blog on May 21st. Why is heaven imaginary? Because you can't see or touch it? And God hath not forced anything upon us. We are in control of ourselves we have free will we make our own choices. I don't want to go too deep into this because this blog would go on for days. And why you don't want to be positive is a mystery to me. Being positive is not about rainbows and butterflies and actin like things don't exist it's about although things are bad you don't get depressed about life you just take it in stride and seein things from a different perspective not a distorted one. This is where I think Ill end this and any questions, comments, or concerns feel free to write.

Same

So as usual it been a while since Ive written. I just havent had anything worthwhile to write about and I still dont but here goes anyways. 2nd semester of sophomore year is comin to a close and spring break is approaching and needless to say i cant wait. I just purchased a new phone I am pretty excited about. Me and the boyfriend are doin good passed the year and a half mark. The family is the same. My sis is the same.