Mirror

Man life is crazy!! I'm up in college tryin to find myself and figure out who I am and I'm realizing more and more whats for me and whats not and whats in God's plan for me. I've still got a lot of growing up to do and at least now I can say I'm on my way. I have to start looking and thinking about things differently now!! Pretty soon I'll be in the real world wit no one to depend on but myself. I've also noticed that I have to be more bold about my feelings I'm so used to keepin it in and dealin with it myself but that only hurts me in the long run. I have to let my past be my past, learn from it but don't dwell on it. I have to let things go. I have to be strong for me because no one else is gonna be. I need to have what I need to survive in this life.

Labor Day

I just got out of class. I went home for Labor Day and to my suprise it was kinda boring. I actually wanted to go back before monday. I kicked it wit my homies. You know who you are ;) that was fun but that was all I did. I got my last check from Chucke Cheese it was about 167 dollas which is all goin towards my phone bills until I get a job up here. I'm not gon be home again until thanksgiving. I'm kinda hungry but I'ma wait until my boy gets out of class so we can go together. I should be doin some homework but I dont feel like it. I really need to get on top of things cuz I got scholarships and money on the line.Also my Aunty told me that she thinks my mom went to this college but left because she got pregnant with me so I feel pressured to really be good ya feel me.I have nothin else to say so ill holla