Sunday, March 18, 2007

Situations will arise

It's been a while since I last wrote. Man a lot of things have been going on first there's school it's going fine 1st Semester I got a 3.0. I'm struggling to do the same this semester. Then there's the boyfriend, we're goin on 7 months and I'm still learning to trust someone other than myself. Then there's now I'm home for spring break. Lately since I've been gone my sister has been having problems hating it at the house I can't blame her we had to move from my grandmas to my aunt and uncle's with their 4 kids. She's been running away. She came back for a while only to find yesterday she left and hasn't returned and no one knows where she is. I know she's with friends and she's fine wherever she is but I want her to understand she needs to come home.Now, it's my time to play the big sister role (which is a role I refuse to quit or fail) only hoping that I have enough influence on her to help. I'm worried about her lifestlye choices and whats going on in her head. Her behavior is so contrary to when I left for college. When I left she was quiet. Now I hear she's talking back not doin as well in school and running away. I guess this works in 2 ways 1. It's a test of my faith. I feel that in a time where I've slid back from God this is a situation in which he forces me to acknowledge him once again. and I am obliged 2. This is a test of relationships. My sister and I. My sister and my family. Well thats a lot to think about.