Mirror

Man life is crazy!! I'm up in college tryin to find myself and figure out who I am and I'm realizing more and more whats for me and whats not and whats in God's plan for me. I've still got a lot of growing up to do and at least now I can say I'm on my way. I have to start looking and thinking about things differently now!! Pretty soon I'll be in the real world wit no one to depend on but myself. I've also noticed that I have to be more bold about my feelings I'm so used to keepin it in and dealin with it myself but that only hurts me in the long run. I have to let my past be my past, learn from it but don't dwell on it. I have to let things go. I have to be strong for me because no one else is gonna be. I need to have what I need to survive in this life.

Labor Day

I just got out of class. I went home for Labor Day and to my suprise it was kinda boring. I actually wanted to go back before monday. I kicked it wit my homies. You know who you are ;) that was fun but that was all I did. I got my last check from Chucke Cheese it was about 167 dollas which is all goin towards my phone bills until I get a job up here. I'm not gon be home again until thanksgiving. I'm kinda hungry but I'ma wait until my boy gets out of class so we can go together. I should be doin some homework but I dont feel like it. I really need to get on top of things cuz I got scholarships and money on the line.Also my Aunty told me that she thinks my mom went to this college but left because she got pregnant with me so I feel pressured to really be good ya feel me.I have nothin else to say so ill holla

College Here I Am

Well it looks like I've finally made it to college. I came up to Northwest on thursday wit my aunt and uncle to move in it was about a hour drive and all I know is it was hotter than a mo fo outside and it doesnt help that my dorm doesnt have air conditioning. I didnt have time to think about the heat wit all the running around I had to do. I had to check in, get my ID pic, get my room key, mailbox key, and fob key. I had to get a meningitis shot before I could live in the dorms but luckily it cost 95$ so my aunt was like we'll wait til you come down for labor day. Its been mostly rainy since I've been here. We've started classes today and suprisingly I didnt get lost. I had 3 classes that started and 8:00am and ended at 11:50 am. My classes tomorrow dont start til 11:00am I think. Also the dorms are co-ed by floor and we can have them in our rooms until a certrain time or we/they could spend the night but not more than 3 times in a row or this is called cohabitation and you could get documented for it. My boyfriend is tryin to get me to meet new people but I'm kinda shy and dont wanna take the effort. I know I'll make it though.

Road Trip?

Im back again tryin this out.
Today so far has been pretty boring. Im tryin to get some college stuff figured out. I dont think the reality that Im leavin has hit me yet. My friend Shenell just told me about this road trip to North Carolina( to see one of her family members) that her and a couple homies were planning. I want to go but school starts August 28 and they tryin to leavin Sept. 4 and be gone 5 days so we'll be back on the 10th or the 11th. There is also this problem of my parental units giving me permission to go cuz see im 18 but they still feel they should tell me what to do. I'm not goin to have anyone tellin me what to do when I go off to college so might as well get used to it now. So anyways I emailed one of my advisors about if I could start a semester later or just leave and come back. she hasn't emailed me back yet so I'll see what happens.

This is my 2nd entry cuz I'm so bored right now!! I really don't do much not cuz I don't wanna do nothin but because there is nothing to do.

It's Whateva

This is my first entry so feel free to post comments about anything that wanna know about me cuz right now I'm just chillin.
Hi name is Courtney I'm 18 from Kansas City, Missouri. I'm 5'6 with chocolate skin, black wavy hair, and brown eyes. I'll be goin off to college soon to attend Northwest Missouri State University where my major will be Biology. Some things I like to do are kick it wit my friends, go to the movies, or whatevas fun. I feel you have to make your own fun sometimes. I'm a cool down to earth person but I'm kinds shy when it comes to meeting new people.