Would you rather date a lot of different people, or be in a committed relationship?

Definitely be in a committed relationship.

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Who and when was your first kiss?

Ooo sometime in elementary school.

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Sneakers or sandals?

I think I like sandals better.

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TMI Tuesday #234 - Celeb Edition

Who is one celebrity you would like to:

Cuddle? Johnny Depp
Elope with? Denzel Washington
Love? Will Smith
Excite beyond words? Marlon Wayans
Bang? Brian White
See in bed with their current fling? Robin Thicke and Paula Patton

Bonus (optional):Tell us about one encounter (if any) that you've had with a celebrity.
Haven't really had any. I've seen Lil Romeo and John Sally from afar long ago.

Music Monday

I really like this song for some reason.

TMI Tuesday #233 - (Repost of #72)

TMI Tuesday #233 - (Repost of #72)

1. Commando: Sexy or disgusting? Do you have a "best" commando story?
Commando is sexy.It always best when one party or the other doesn't know your commando.

2. Foreplay: Is there such a thing as too much?
I think there is and at that point I call it teasing.....and I HATE being teased.

3. Oral sex: Good if you are getting? Good is you are giving? Equally ewwwww?
It's good both ways but I like giving it better than recieving it. It gives me some control.

4. Orgasm: Is one per night enough or does the first one just get your motor running?
One is not nearby enough for me and he would not like if I just had one.

5. Morning sex: "Oh hell yes!", "Well if I have, too." or "Just get in the shower and go to work."
Oh hell yes! I would have to say I like morning sex.

Bonus (as in optional): Have you ever had anonymous sex? Have you ever had an orgasm without at least knowing your partner's last name?
Nope, never will. Not my my thing.

Music Monday

The cut for real!

TMI Tuesday-Sexual Healing

TMI Tuesday #231 - Sexual Healing

1. Name one thing that turns you on with unprecedented success.
Anything having to do with my breasts

2. Quick! Look around you and name 3 ordinary items that could be used sexually.
1. lotion 2. water bottle 3. camera

3. Do you consider sex good even if you don't orgasm?
sometimes

4. If you could be the opposite sex for one day, what sexual position or act would you like to experience from the other side?
I would like to experience head

5.Describe a sexual fantasy in 10 words or less.
rough passionate sex

Bonus (optional): Pretend you're a doctor and a patient has come in with an "ache". What is your course of "treatment"?
Ejaculation relieves all lifes worries.

Mushy Stuff

So I spent most of Spring Break with my fiancee'. It's so crazy how we don't like being apart. I know its sickening to some people. I love him so much. This weekend it seems like its been getting deeper. He tells me how happy he is and it feels good. I feel like we've reached a new level. I can honestly say I want to spend my life with him.
On a side note: I been getting wild lately with the drinkin and doing and thinking things I shouldn't. But when I sober up I think about how much I would loose if I acted upon anything. Cuz honestly I have a good man. And it makes me appreciate him so much more.
Thats also why I need to slow down on the drinkin and what not because god forbid I do something I shouldn't. It wouldn't be worth it.
He takes care of me and I know he will be a good husband and provider. I still need to work on my part of the deal, because I don't really cook. I also saw Why did I get Married Too? In the movie something happens that made me think that I need to get our myself because in the end it doesn't matter.

Love Still Scares Me

So I was talking to my roommate today and she was talking about her ex and what not. We get to the end of the conversation and she says, "I love you." I hesitate because I don't know what to say. Love is serious whether its a friend or not. It's not something that I just throw around. In the end I said it back. But it got me thinking, I felt like scared to say back because 1. I really don't know you. 2. I didnt want to hurt her feelings by not sayin it. You would think that since I've been in a relationship for almost 4 years love would not seem so foreign to me.
But ultimately love still scares me.

Molly's

Molly's is the club at my school that everyone goes to. It's crackin on Thursdays. So I went yesterday. As usual I got my drinks and hit the floor. This particular night was kind of special because our friends had just turned 19 so it was their first time being able to go. The night started off kind of slow until I started feeling the drinks. I was dancing and not having a care in the world. At the end of the night I had danced with 5 dudes an all time high for me. One of the dudes included FINE. Now this whole semester we've went to Mollys and never danced together. I was off in a corner adjusting myself and taking off my shoes (so if any future prospects approached I could get down). FINE says, "Come here Courtney" and I was happy to oblige. I turned around and we danced for a song that seemed too short.

I just want to take this moment to say that FINE does some things to me that I can't explain. I just see him and I think dirty thoughts. He makes me wish I was single again.

Any who, we finished dancing and I went about my business. The club ended and we tried to find an after party. The one we heard about ended up being wack so we went back to the room. Getting in at around 2:30am.
In the morning I woke up for my eight o'clock class and was barely tired.